The Hyde Experiment

It was the sharp smell of blood that eventually roused David from his sleep, his hands over his eyes in an attempt to calm the pounding behind them. Straightening up in bed, he noted the sweat dripping from his body and the dampness of the shirt plastered to his chest. Aside from the smell, he was struck by how quiet the room was. As he stumbled over to the light switch, an odd heaviness wearing him down, he realized upon flicking the switch that the bulb was broken.

“Damn,” he muttered, still trying to gain his bearings and figure out why his entire body seemed to be screaming in discomfort. As his eyes adjusted to the near-darkness, he finally took in the state of his room.

“Jesus.” It was a mess. Aside from the blood residue that spattered the walls, the mirror was cracked, and the shards of glass scattered on the ground caught the muted light that peeked out from behind the drawn curtains. The wooden table that held few of his possessions had been overturned. Pages from his journal had been judiciously ripped out, and now lay near the bed, beside a cracked photo frame containing a picture of his family. A slow anger began to build as he stared at the mess. He thought of all the time his sister Temi had taken to help set up his room. Despite the infrequent nature of her visits, she had put ample effort into her attempts at making the room feel less sterile. Running his hands over his head, he noticed the state of his fists, and his breath caught. His knuckles appeared angry and swollen, tapering off to fingernails that were splintered.

Walking over to the curtains, he frantically attempted to piece together the events of the previous night but came up blank. Suddenly flinging back the curtains, he stood there and took in the extent of the damage. As he surveyed the room, he began to pace, his head in hands and his mind spinning on a continuous loop of one word: “Tony. Tony. Tony.”

No sooner than he had sat back down on his bed, there was a brisk knock at the door. His head sprang up, and before he could form a sentence, a nurse had entered the room. He recognized her. She was one of the new nurses who had arrived earlier in the month. David remembered that he had taken a liking to her because her small, oval face reminded him of his younger sister, Sade.

“Good morning Mr. Abayomi, hope you had a good—” she stood in the doorway, staring wide-eyed at the damage that had been inflicted upon the room. David let out a derisive laugh. How could he have let this happen again?

“I-I think I should go call a doctor,” she stammered, quickly exiting the room and letting the door swing shut behind her.

David lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling, listening to the repetition of the ticking clock on the wall beside him. About ten minutes later, the nurse returned. “Doctor Benjamin will see you now, please follow me,” she instructed. Wordlessly, David rose off the bed and followed her out the door.

Regardless of the circumstances, he was glad to be able to walk around at night. Usually, if you were up for anything other than a glass of water or a visit to the bathroom, you needed a night pass. A lot of the others tended to roam at night, especially the insomniacs, and so nurses were typically assigned to supervise them. As he was thinking this, he glimpsed a small, light-haired figure coming towards him and realized it was his friend, Anna.

“David, You’ve come to visit me!” She exclaimed, a brilliant smile beaming across her face. Her excitement was contagious, and David couldn’t help but return the smile. Though Anna was only thirteen, she had been here as long as he could remember. She was a petite albino girl rescued from an abusive mother. She was diagnosed with various disorders and had a tendency to stay awake for days on end. She has once confided in him that she was afraid to sleep because the demons in her nightmares looked like people, which made being awake all the more difficult.

“Hello sweetheart,” he replied, gently placing a hand on her head, “unfortunately I can’t stay long, I have a meeting with a doctor, but I’ll be back to visit,” he assured her. She shrugged a reply, “It’s okay, Mary and I are going to play cards. She said she’d teach me to play a game called ‘Snap’!” she said, gesturing towards the nurse, who was surreptitiously glancing at him, not used to seeing him in the halls at night.

“Alright darling, I’ll see you later.” And with that Anna took off down the hall, forcing her nurse into a near-run in an attempt to keep up.

David continued his journey down the hallway, occasionally slowing to glance into the open doors. Looking at some of the others, he found himself remembering why he hadn’t pushed too hard for a night pass. In one room, a middle-aged woman was crying at the end of her bed. In the next was a man mumbling frantically to himself. David quickly turned away, continuing to walk down the hall with his nurse a few steps behind him.

A few moments later, he found himself seated in front of Doctor Benjamin. The silence stretched out in front of them until broken by a long sigh.

“It happened again,” David said, his eyes on the yellow wall behind the doctor. He liked the colour. It was soothing and reminded him of the bedroom he’d had as a child.

“I know.” Doctor Benjamin responded, his eyes laser-focused.

“I was angry, and I think there was a fight but I-I can’t—.” David said, his voice rising. He ran his hands over his head and stared up at the ceiling.

After a pregnant pause, the doctor finally responded.

“I would like to speak to him,” he said slowly, gauging David for a reaction.

“Who, Tony?” David asked, well aware of the answer. “You know that’s not possible. We’re not exactly on speaking terms.” Wale quipped, closing his eyes and letting his head fall to the back of the couch. He was so tired.

“I understand that,” Doctor Benjamin replied, “but I have something I would like to try. It’s a little risky, which is why I would be employing the use of a sedative. It’s completely painless. The reason I’m asking is that I believe that if I understand where he’s coming from, I’ll know how to deal with you.”

After a moment, David responded, “I have no problem with it, I guess. But I have to warn you, doctor, he’s violent. You have to be careful,” he said, slightly hesitant.

“That’s what the sedative is for.” Doctor Benjamin replied, a grin on his face.

Thirty minutes later, David was laid on the plush leather couch, lying still as the doctor injected his arm. A couple of moments went by, and he began to feel light-headed.

“It should be okay to start now,” the doctor began, “so, David, how does it feel to know that you’ve disappointed your family?”

David sat up on the couch, indignant. Or at least, he tried to. The sedative made everything move very slowly, and he found himself struggling to respond.

“We seemed to have been making pogress, but here we are again, back at square one. Aren’t you tired? Of letting me down? Of letting your family down?” David was twitching. Or, he was trying to. Him tongue felt like lead and the response he longed to give was choking him. Of course he was fucking tired. No one was more tired than him of this cycle of waking nightmares that was chipping away at his sanity.
“I mean, isn’t that why your sister stopped visiting?” the doctor continued, “must be difficult, heartbreaking, having your big brother in a mental institution.”

David was livid. His outrage at the doctor’s statements coupled with his inability to move and compounded his anger until he saw red. He usually had a better grasp on his temper, but with the sedative, he seemed to lack the strength to control himself. Thoughts began to fly in and out of his mind, clashing for dominance. “Who the hell does he think he is?” “Relax relax relax” “What the fuck does he know about anything?” “Calm down calm down stay CALM—” “I’ll break his fucking neck—”

As he struggled to contain his emotions, a voice spoke again, “Aren’t you tired of failure?”

It snapped. His rage called out to him, and he dove into it, swimming further down, and down until there was nothing but blackness.

Doctor Benjamin watched the face of his patient, worried that his plan wouldn’t work, or that he had pushed it too far. Would his methods end up being detrimental to David’s recovery, rather than an aid?

Minutes passed five, ten, then twenty. Was there a problem? Had the sedative gone wrong?

Suddenly, his patient’s eyes flew open as he sat up, eyes darting around the room. He glanced around, taking in the piss-yellow walls and the faint smell of mint. Finally, he noticed the aging man sitting across from him, staring intently.

“Who the fuck are you?” he practically snarled. Doctor Benjamin smiled.

“Hello, Tony.”

One Comment Add yours

  1. Emo Badejo says:

    This is a very interesting story


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